If you go you usually have got to come back and take up the reins again. Most trips aren’t one way. It seems often you can’t have one without the other. Haven’t you noticed it often seems to take longer to get to a new place then it takes to go back? Why is it we often focus only on the front part of a journey and when it is time to go back, we say wishfully I wish I didn’t have to go back.
Does the trip going home wear you out more or the trip getting there? In my mind’s eye I can see the exhausted mother and father standing just inside the door with bags and suitcases and parcels all around them on the floor where they have just dropped them. Think of the dirty laundry that has to be done and the work, school. and church or other social schedules that have to be resumed.
For example, what about a shopping trip to the mall or the home supply store? Where do we put the stuff that we get? When do we start the project (and finish it) that we got the things for? What about when we get the credit card statement and have to start making the payments? What if the clothes or shoes don’t fit and we find out that we overly optimistic about this What if we got lumber or something else that needs to be the right width or length and we discovered we had mis-measured?
Don’t we always find going shopping rewarding as we get to see and think about all the things that are available out there. Are our eyes bigger than our stomachs? Have we bit off more than we can chew? How about when you have a party at your house and have to clean up all the mess afterwards.?
Remember when you go, you have to come back! Makes sense doesn’t it? It usually is no laughing matter!
Take a trip this Christmas. It doesn’t matter where you go if you know you won’t have to do anything but enjoy the ride. That is what I am going to do when I take a Christmas shopping trip tomorrow. Somebody else is driving and I don’t have to worry about getting in and out of the vehicle and finding a parking space. We are going out to dinner and seeing Christmas lights. The most it will cost me is a small fee for the ride and whatever I decide to pay for my food at dinner. I have nothing in particular to get and I will be happy to get out and about no matter what stores we go to. It is out of my hands and I like it that way. There will be no drama as far as I am concerned as I don’t expect more than what I have described on this trip.
I leaving my worries and bills at home. My motto at home is ” what house gets kept I keep”; and I am sure the household chores that don’t get done before I go will be there waiting there for me when I get home. I will empty my mind and leave room to experience the gift of the present. I will not be concerned with whether or not I will make friends. . I just want to get along with the other passengers. I won’t be rude or crude. I don’t care which seat I get in the bus. I won’t fight over a window seat . I won’t try to take control of the group riding the bus and demand that they sing Christmas carols, the ones that I want to sing
I am going to let go and no matter what happens (even if it doesn’t make me deliriously happy) I am going to accept it and realize that the privilege of getting to go on the trip is enough and so is having a chance to to leave all my cares behind. Now your “trip” might not be my “trip”; but do it anyway. Just let go and do something with few expectations about what will happen. Give yourself a break. If possible, leave all or as many of your responsibilities behind as you can. You can always take them back up again when your “trip” ends.
Oh, Oh, I have been thinking again and have just got to get it out where you and I can see it and read it. So here again is another rough draft.
You don’t see it all. Don’t you think that you could trip over something if you didn’t see it and you might get badly hurt. Most of us do this all the time psychologically. If it hurts to think of something, it is easier sometimes to forget it. If we have a fault, it feels better to focus on the faults of others rather than our own. Where do you think gossip c0mes from?
If we have a significant failure in our life or think we lack ability in an important area, we might overcompensate by focusing all our time and energy in another area where we think we are might be able to do better or there is less competition. This often happens in families where an older sibling is a star athlete or straight A scholar. Have you ever heard about a young girl who is attractive and limber and says she won’t try out for cheerleader because her old sister or cousin was one and she couldn’t compete. Are we just fooling ourselves (“Pride goeth before a fall”) or are we making it to a bad situation.
For example, frequently extremely talented people when their performances turn into money making propositions, often neglect to get good help in managing their assets and live in a fantasy land where they don’t have to think about things like that. They often give over control of their own organization to someone else while retaining the right to spend what they earn as they see fit. Can’t you see the train wreck coming in this type of situation?Freud called these tendencies to avoid psychological pain and difficulties defense mechanisms. They are projection, overcompensation, denial, repression, and rationalization. As good a job as they do of protecting us, they can get in our way of living a full and healthy life.
For example, if you lived in an area with poisonous snakes denying that they lived in your part of the country, might lead to a dangerous surprise someday especially if you go to an area where these snakes are known to live and come out of hiding to lay in the warm sun because they are cold blooded creatures and you both pick the same sunny spot?! to sun bath. In this case ignorance is not bliss.Blame rhymes with shame and that is what we feel when we do this. Shaming is a powerful tool used by significant others and others in power over us to keep us from doing something or to get us to do something. Shame seems to have no useful purpose but to thwart us in our desires. Often this turns into a situation like in the story about the emperor’s new clothes. The tailor had the emperor thinking that he had such a fine cloth to make him a new outfit that only very special people could see it and thus were able to wear it. How the townspeople laughed when they saw him in the new outfit that the tailor had made for him and they could only see he had only underclothes.What we see, hear, smell, taste, and feel with our senses and what we make of them are our perceptions. After you go to bed and turn most of the lights off, you won’t be able to see anything until your eyes adjust and then what you see will be mainly black and white and not as clear as you normally would see it. Now do you know why toddlers see monsters and are afraid of the dark at bedtime.
Last night my little grand daughter was spending the night and sleeping on the couch. She keep asking about that black thing over there in the corner and was not satisfied until I went over there and found what she was looking at, a dark blue throw in a heap on the floor next to Grandpa’s recliner. Since she trusted me and I reassured her with my actions by checking it, she went to sleep.Children are less stupid than we give them credit for being. They know less than we do and may have put together what they know in a guileless way, but it still makes sense if you can see it from their point of view. Unhappily sometimes it is easier to put these children off or tell them a convenient lie than to spend the time it really takes to understand and deal with the situation. For example, the old there are no monsters under the bed comment which can lead to tears on the child’s part and frustration on the adult’s part.
Do we hide stuff from ourselves by using such things as defense mechanisms? Then do they come back to haunt us in the future? Maybe it is better when you do see it all, no matter how uncomfortable that makes us. How often does one partner not see it coming when the other partner asks for a divorce and/or has an affair? Yes, we do have to focus in order to get anything done like texting while driving but then we might fatally fail to attend to something else that was going on at the same time.
Three simple words, “I love you,” but very dangerous. Can a boyfriend say this to a girlfriend or vice versa? What if he or she doesn’t say it back?
Jesus said, “Love your enemies.” This can be done silently or out loud. Love is the match for hate. Remember your enemies will have a long hard row to hoe someday. God reminds us of this.
I am not the judge of someone else. I don’t know what God knows or the other person knows so how could I know is right for them.
I try to keep my temper; but sometimes emotions comes first before rational thought. Remember this is not the part of the brain that is fully developed in teenagers, young adults, and some adults.
Act without thinking, repent at leisure. How can it hurt to say I love you (even if only in your head) and go on without behaving rashly or expressing an emotion that can hurt others?
I was the cause? of some road rage yesterday. I drove through the drive way used to pick up and drop off college students; and I guess I cut off another car that was pulling out after picking someone up or letting someone off. That car followed me downtown and passed me by going into the oncoming traffic lane. I had already forgot about the incident until I recognized the car.
Positive thinking is where it is at. I don’t get anywhere fast; I do some things slowly and I guess incur the rage of some other drivers. (Don’t worry I have a lead foot sometimes when I am out on the highway whether or not I am in a hurry.) Usually I look for the beauty in things and people I see around me. I also look for ways to help people and look out for people. Occassionally I give a cautious compliment based on what I observe..
Lately I have been avoiding a lot of accidents and giving other people a break rather than having a well-justified case of road rage.
For example, I made a left turn on to a main street and there was a box truck backing out on to the street into the lane in front of me. I had no idea what was going on so I stopped and waited to see what the driver was going to do. He was trying to back his truck into the service station on that side of the street. I guess I could have kept going but I didn’t. The accident would have been his fault because he would have been backing into me. Would it have been worth an accident to prove I was right and he was wrong?
All kinds of crazy things have been happening to me lately on the road. A car came up to a stop sign on a side road (I had the right of way as I did not have to stop for the side road.), stopped and pulled out in front of me. I could have hit him and it would have been his fault. Would it have been worth it.
I guess this is what some people call driving defensively. I watch out for what unexpected thing another driver might do. I call it driving safely. How bad do I have to assert myself and prove that the another driver is a bad driver and make him or her pay for it. It is inconvenient, yes; smart, no.